When you miss someone, and you scared

I don't know what i think when i post it.

Ye shall know, longing is bitch.. Guess that make me feel confused, you know!? and the peak of chaos that is this night. Maybe I can't tell this to someone because I am ashamed to tell and admit it, but I can write it here, because it my blog.

I dont know why from this morning i miss all the people i love --". My mom, my father, my grandma, and You girl! I'm confused why i feel this. If i miss my mom, father and grandma, its reasonable. But why do i miss her? Yesterday while i was still able to meet with her. Usually i dont feel like it, honestly i really miss! F8ck*ngD@nmmmn!

God please protect and always beside her.. dont let anything happen to her!