For you

First when i want you, you want me as well . .

When i  choose the wrong people, you were disappointed. Sorry :(

Then when i asked the chance to you, you firmly say NO!

And now when my feeling are still the same as before and i'm trying to get to you, slowly you move away . .

What wrong with me girl? Please, give me a chance. I promise . .

Complaint

Hmm, sekarang yang mau gua tulis disini ialah tentang keluhan gua sama blogger blogger musiman atau yang cuma mau ikut tenar. Entah kenapa gua pengen aja ngeluh, padahal ga ada sebab yang pasti, efek bete gara" pilek mungkin

*Flashback*

Kalau gua inget masa" kelas 10 dimana banyak sekali manusia manusia ajaib dari kelas gua yang daftar blog. Wow senangnya, makin banyak aja nih bacaan" menarik. Gak tau kenapa gua lebih suka baca dari Web page dari pada dari buku, seberapa ga menariknya itu asal ada sedikit unsur yang gua suka atau gua kenal, dan terlampir didepan monitor, mau ga mau harus mau gua baca. ( Daripada baca buku, bosen, gitu" doang! )

Back to the topic, postingan demi postingan pun dibuat oleh manusia manusia ajaib tersebut, mulai dari curhat, karya" bahasa sampe games pun diposting ( curhatan? sama dong? HOHO ). WOW *again* kenapa gua begitu bahagia? So pastilah. Pertama makin banyak bahan bacaan gua. Kedua blog gua makin ramai, makin banyak temen gua jadi blogger, so pasti gua bakal nitip link blog gua ke temen" gua tersebut, terus app" di blog gua juga makin banyak ( lirik ke Believe or not.This my friend ). And the last gua jadi TENAR.

Dan kegembiraan gua memuncak ketika ada post berasama tentang kelas gua ( Ex : Extraterrestrial ) dan 1 lagi 100 Fact About Me . WOW *againandagain* kali ini gua bisa lihat semua comment" temen gua terhadap gua, dan temen gua bisa liat pendapat gua mengenai mereka, pokoknya seneng deh. Intinya "Bhinneka Tunggal Ika", Berbeda beda tapi tetap satu. 

Tapi tetap roda pasti berputar, ada kesenangan tentu ada kekecewaan, semua itu hukum alam ( The speech mom Enny in this morning ). Akhirnya naik kelas, IPA IPS sama saja ( Itu kata guru". Preet ) dan anak ET pun berpencar, dan ujung dari semuanya tradisi blogging manusia manusia ajaib ini pun memudar, bahan bacaan gua berkurang dan bisa" KETENARAN gua hilang. Arrrghh *panikpanik*

*NOW*

Dan inilah puncak kekecewaan gua. Dan sekarangpun sisa 1 atau 2 batang manusia ajaib doang yang masih aktif posting. Gak serulah, gak asik! Gua tau pada sibuk tapi tetep aja GAK ASIK! . Jangan cuma dijadiin mainan musiman doang, cuma ikut" rame doang. Atau jangan jangan cuma mau ikut TENAR kaya gua lagi? ( PEDEGILA ). Ayo dong ET, ET masih ada kan? kalo masih ada write write againlah, ditunggu! Oke!

Never feel bored! Keep innovating, stay cool and again again and again to blogging!

A little vent

Morning all, now i want to vent a little.. Allow?
I'm now really felling very messy, this morning i woke up because i thought someone. Someone who has mad me very sad..
May look very sloppy, but here's my!

Last night, her suddenly asked me to terminate all of this.. I was very surprised, if her was serious or not?
and it turns out her is serious.. arrrrggghh!! LOL

Instanlly my felling became abysmally.. whether this is because her? maybe!
I'm very sad because we had just a relationship, but why end up as quickly and as stupid as this? If only i was not using a relationship feelings, it certainly will not hurt as much. but i really love, affection and love her.. so here's the risk, never mind, let me alone who feel..

which makes me very confused, what a reason?
Anything because i'm Christian, then you're afraid i told you to read the Bible like a pair of your friend do? relly doesn't make sense..
Or because i changed after our relationship? you said "you love me", but why can't you understand and accept my changes?
WHAT? Tell me why!? plausible reason

I've tried to be what you want.. BUT THIS MY SELF, THAT IS MY, I DON'T WANT TO BE SOMEONE ELSE

Oke.. Now everything has happened, nothing i can do..
I was very disappointed and sad..
But one thing you should know.. I LOVE YOU MY SWEET HEART..
Enough